This is me.

Im trying to be uncencored here and say things I might not otherwise say. I feel like this is ok because no one that I know reads my blog. I suppose feelings could get hurt but I don't know if I care about other peoples feelings anymore.

I had my heart broken back in 2009 and I'm still recovering. Sometimes it hard to feel anything at all. I guess this is therapy for me.

So if you get anything out of this, then awesome. I'll still be here, typing away, trying to make sense of this mess called my life.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Extended Lent - Day 365

Part One:

Ok. I had to pay the rest of my parking tickets because Boston wouldn't clear them with out all of them being paid even though the ones from 2009 (that I had already paid) were holding it up because I had some from this year.

Then I went to the bank and took out the money I needed to pay my excise tax on my car to free that restriction up.

Finally I went to the RMV and because I had waited like three hours the day before, I skipped the line. Yay. I had to pay another $150 to get my registration re-instated an new plates. My old plates were confinscated when I got pulled over. RIP.

I still have to get my door and windshield fixed but at least I have everything I needed taken care of to go to court.

Still, FML.

Part Two:

While going through my Navy paperwork, I found some old e-mails that Royce sent me. He had sent them while I was on deployment. They talked about how much he loved me. It was impossible to read with out crying. Why did I read them? Because I'm a glutten for punishment, that's why.

I had a conversation with Wes via e-mail today. It was good. I would like to be friends. I don't know how this is going to work though.

I want to do out read this Saturday at the House of Blues but I kind of don't want to see Alex. And I kind of do.

This not dating/no sex is proving most difficult.

*sigh*

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