It's Saturday!

My Best Friend, Kim, came over last night. We played Mario Kart Wii, drank gin and RedBull, played with Smurfs(she got me an iTunes gift card as an early Birthday present, I bought Smurfberries), caught up on things we had missed, and talked about the future. I had a great time. I even let her sit in my side of the couch.

I almost forgot that Doctor Who aired today. I downloaded the episode and I'm about to watch it. My friend Joe from Ireland said that it is a mid season finale and they are taking a brake until the fall. :-(

Wes attended, his bestfriend, Will's wedding today as the best man. I wish I could have been there.

On the Work out front, I'm developing nicely, I think. I am going to the gym after I watch Doctor Who. I think my chest is starting to show. I just want abs. lol. Im going to the beach on Monday. If I take any pictures that I'm happy with, I might post one as my pic for the day.

In the Mood for Love

I just posted this to my FB but I really like it so I wanted to post it here. I think its from 2006, maybe 2007. I'm not sure.

Went to the gym today and did legs. We'll see if I did them right if they hurt Thurday(later today). Im really trying to get abs for summer but Im working my whole body at the same time. I'll go again Thursday(later today) to do arms. I'd like to run down my the waterfront today too. We will see.

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I just watched Wong Kar-Wai's "In the Mood for Love" and it was really hard. It's neighbors who realise that their spouses are cheating on them with the other's spouse. They have a relationship that borders on sybiotic but it gives them what they need to deal with the infadelity of their husband/wife. In the end the secret love that the other clearly knows about but neither will admit to gets me. It's so sad on so many levels. Not to even get started on the music or cinematography. Simply Amazing.

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It's hard not to think about Royce after watching that. My feelings have evolved so much. I love him and I don't care about him at the same time. I don't hate him. I don't want him to be unhappy but I don't care if he's happy or not. I do want him in my life and at the same time not. It's like a mild confliction.

Met with Doug today. I somehow don't have a problem being "the other man". Life is fucked up. I hope when Wes and I make it official that I am able to remain commited and fidelious.

I'm going to bed. Sleep well.

JUNE! Pic-A-Day!

Spring is finally here. I've been grilling like a mad man. I might be doing it again tonight with Sean. Not sure yet. It depends on if he's feeling well enough. Apparently he hurt his neck yesterday.

I'm going to the gym again today to make more of an effort towards abs. Lol. I just want abs for summer. Having them for my birthday would be nice. Having them for Boston Pride would be FUCKING AMAZING!

Ugh. I need to fill out FAFSA paperwork today. I hate paperwork. I'm such a procrastinator. But do I want to pay for my schooling right now out of pocket? No. Paperwork it is.

Wash dishes, take a shower, get dressed, go to gym, paperwork, relax. Sounds like a plan. Make it happen.