Forgetting where you parked can make for an interesting evening...

So today was a crappy and very weird day.

I'll ignore my time at work, but I ended up leaving late due to issues with the register. I ran to the train jumped on, noticing that my Charlie Card was now empty. I ran to the Red Line and just caught the Braintree train. I rode the train all the way to Quincy Adams train station(where I found Quincy). I then realised that I had not taken the train in. I had infact driven in.

My car was still at work and I had just put myself 45 minutes away from it. FML.

I put $10 back on my Charlie Card. Jumped back on the Alewife Redline train. I was in need of candy and craving a Caramello bar.

I got off the Green line at Copley Sq. and went topside. As I walked down the street, I ran into my friend Gary's Ex, David Lee. This is awkward for many reasons. One is that David Lee is weird. Half of what he says is unintelligible. Another thing is while Gary and He were dating, he hit on me. I don't think he knows that he knows me or how. I think he's forgotten that he met me.

Anyway, he asked where I worked that allowed me to where a suit and Converse All-Stars. Answering the question would point out that I currently work with Gary and that might be enough to help him put the pieces together and figure out how I knew him. I dodged by saying that I only wore them TO work. I was saved by the bus that came to pick him up.

As I walked away, I noticed my whole evenings Salvation. It came in the form of "Sugar Heaven". "Sugar Heaven" used to be on Newbury St. but this year it moved to Boylston St, a much better location in my opinion as it is larger and closer to me. I walked in only to find that the ice cream parler down stairs(the Newbury St location never had such a boon) was finally open. I jaunted down stairs and took the woman's second suggestion(her first was pistachio-GROSS!) Caramel Brownie Swirl in a Waffle Cone. It was perfection. On my way out I found the Caramello bar I had been looking for.

Upon my arrival to the store, I found the elevator out. This means I had to walk across the street to the Shaws to use the elevator to the parking garage. As I crossed the street, I ran into Alex coming out of the Shaws. This was a pleasant surprise and it made me think that if the elevator had been operational, I would have missed Alex all together. We talked for a little bit and after I felt a rain drop, I offered him a ride home.

We went to my car and as I drove us to his house we started running into hundreds of people in the street. A Red Sox game had just got out. The people were teaming in the streets and not caring about cars. We came to a stand still and talked a little bit. I hadn't seen him since last Sunday morning. Eventually I realised that my car wasn't going anywhere and we were a block from Alex's place. I asked if he minded walking the rest of the way so I could turn around and start my drive home. As he was about to get out of the car he kissed me and I felt something. I feel like a wall is down and I'm getting closer to Alex and who he is.

I turned around and started my long drive home with a lot to ponder...

Famous Friends

Ok. So maybe I know a woman who won an extremely difficult reality compitition. And maybe she texted me last night to invite me to a near by casino to hang out with some of the other people from the show. I would totally jump at the heart beat, not because they're famous but because I've meet some of them and they are good people.

Anyway, I am seeing someone new(they all met my ex-fiance the last time they were in town) and I wanted to bring him as he is going to be coming up from TAMPA, FL just to see me. So basically the invite was taken back because they don't know him. I don't need to spend the night. I just want to hang out for a little bit. I can leave when you guys go to sleep.

The offer is very generous but I can't just ditch my quasi-boyfriend to hang out with people, when he came over a thousand miles just to spend the week-end with me.

I never want to see you ever again

I just found a picture of you and your new boyfriend. Oh god. Why can't you just go away? I don't want it anymore. I don't want any of it.

Clearing the Clutter

So I am growing closer to two men. I have been dating each for a while now. I have also been seeing other guys casually. But something has changed. I am developing feelings for the two men.

So I'm not ready to make a choice about either guy yet, but I feel like I should stop messing around with other guys. This is going to be interesting because I have to change how I interact with people who flirt with me.

I used to just go with it and flirt back. I had been with the PromiseBreaker for so long that I just got out of the loop of flirting. I have to change how I talk to people. I don't mind not having as much sex but I have to make a distinct effort.

Here goes nothing.

An Inch of Progress

So Alex and I hung out Saturday night before I went to do out reach and he went to dance. We met up afterward, and I spent the night.

Anyway, I'm starting to get the feeling that Alex is opening up more to me and we are closer suprisingly. I did not expect this. I think Alex is having feelings for me and it's making me have feelings for him.

This complicates things. I have decissions to make...