Falling off my Apron: June 2010

This is me.

Im trying to be uncencored here and say things I might not otherwise say. I feel like this is ok because no one that I know reads my blog. I suppose feelings could get hurt but I don't know if I care about other peoples feelings anymore.

I had my heart broken back in 2009 and I'm still recovering. Sometimes it hard to feel anything at all. I guess this is therapy for me.

So if you get anything out of this, then awesome. I'll still be here, typing away, trying to make sense of this mess called my life.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

I still love you.

I can't help it.

What started it?

What opened the flood gates?

How did you touch my heart?

You're not allowed.

You're not wanted.

You are banished, exiled, cast out.

But there you are.

And here I am.

Alone with my heart and it's feelings.

Alone.

I can't help it.

I still love you.