Falling off my Apron: September 2011

This is me.

Im trying to be uncencored here and say things I might not otherwise say. I feel like this is ok because no one that I know reads my blog. I suppose feelings could get hurt but I don't know if I care about other peoples feelings anymore.

I had my heart broken back in 2009 and I'm still recovering. Sometimes it hard to feel anything at all. I guess this is therapy for me.

So if you get anything out of this, then awesome. I'll still be here, typing away, trying to make sense of this mess called my life.

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

First day of school tomorrow

Hey.

I'm excited and, at the same time, bummed that school starts tomorrow. I'm so lazy. I have a ton of stuff to do. Ugh. I guess I should pick my classes now.

Tony and I had something of a dissagreement today. It's weird because I wouldn't call it a fight but I was definitely really irritated. If I ask you to please stop doing something, PLEASE STOP DOING IT!! I'm not going to ask you to stop doing something I enjoy. Am I?

It's been raining all day and I'm a little down because of it (as well as other above reasons). Im usually good with rain but I don't know... today, it just feels wrong. Ugh.

Alright, positive note: I AM excited about school, I feel like I might have done well with the Fantasy Football Draft that I did yesterday, and I'm probably going to make cookies tonight.

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Last days before school starts

Ok, so here is the breakdown.

I'm kind of puppy-sitting my little sister's Chiwawa/Silk Terrier for the week-end and its a little weird having a dog in the house. The cats are not enthused. The nervous energy level is through the roof! However, Figy is a good dog and I like her so we are making it work.

I have a boyfriend now. His name is Tony and we have been seeing each other for about two months now. It didn't start out with us dating. It was just us hooking up and hanging out. About two weeks ago, it got serious. I'm not going crazy with this. I'm going to take it easy and see where it goes. It's like we live together though. He is always here and I don't get a lot of time to myself. I need a car. Ugh.

I'm participating in Fantasy Football this year. It looks like fun and I was offered the position when a friend who was playing last year opted out this year. I feel like maybe if I survive the draft, I'll be ok.

SCHOOL! YAY STRESS! FML. School starts on Wednesday. I'm nervous because I have some financial stuff to get taken care of but excited otherwise. Wish me luck!