This is me.

Im trying to be uncencored here and say things I might not otherwise say. I feel like this is ok because no one that I know reads my blog. I suppose feelings could get hurt but I don't know if I care about other peoples feelings anymore.

I had my heart broken back in 2009 and I'm still recovering. Sometimes it hard to feel anything at all. I guess this is therapy for me.

So if you get anything out of this, then awesome. I'll still be here, typing away, trying to make sense of this mess called my life.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Big Changes, Small Life

So lots has happened. Quick up-date.

-I got in three car accidents. Car totaled. Currently with out wheels. Complete refund for the value of the car. Not having transportation is killing my dating life (kind of).

-Pepere died December 6th. I miss him all the time. I had a craving for tomato soup for weeks afterward and couldn't figure it out until my older sister pointed out that it was his favorite. Wore my Navy Dress Blues to his funeral. Cried a lot.

-Won an iPad from Converse at work. Saps all of my attention. It is a little bit of evil but I kind of love it. I live on Grindr.

-Grindr is like throwing dynamite in the water fishing for gays. Its so trashy but I kind of love it too. It's really bad for my self restaint.

-Saw a pic of my own cock on craigslist. Not sure if I'm flattered or insulted. Wonder what the guys that go to meet him when they get there and see that his cock is not as big as mine. Chuckle a little inside.

-QUIT MY JOB! Hate it. Want to do more with my life. Gave my two weeks notice in January.

-Going back to school at UMass Dartmouth for Nursing. It's really tough but only because I'm a slacker. Ugh. Why am I so lazy?

-Cut my hair into a mohawk again. Love it. Mom hates it. Life moves on.

Can't think of anything else right now. I'm going to try and be more regular. Bookmarking this NOW on my iPad. God, I love technology. I love Jesus too, btw.