I just posted this to my FB but I really like it so I wanted to post it here. I think its from 2006, maybe 2007. I'm not sure.Went to the gym today and did legs. We'll see if I did them right if they hurt Thurday(later today). Im really trying to get abs for summer but Im working my whole body at the same time. I'll go again Thursday(later today) to do arms. I'd like to run down my the waterfront today too. We will see.
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I just watched Wong Kar-Wai's "In the Mood for Love" and it was really hard. It's neighbors who realise that their spouses are cheating on them with the other's spouse. They have a relationship that borders on sybiotic but it gives them what they need to deal with the infadelity of their husband/wife. In the end the secret love that the other clearly knows about but neither will admit to gets me. It's so sad on so many levels. Not to even get started on the music or cinematography. Simply Amazing.
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It's hard not to think about Royce after watching that. My feelings have evolved so much. I love him and I don't care about him at the same time. I don't hate him. I don't want him to be unhappy but I don't care if he's happy or not. I do want him in my life and at the same time not. It's like a mild confliction.
Met with Doug today. I somehow don't have a problem being "the other man". Life is fucked up. I hope when Wes and I make it official that I am able to remain commited and fidelious.
I'm going to bed. Sleep well.
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