This is me.

Im trying to be uncencored here and say things I might not otherwise say. I feel like this is ok because no one that I know reads my blog. I suppose feelings could get hurt but I don't know if I care about other peoples feelings anymore.

I had my heart broken back in 2009 and I'm still recovering. Sometimes it hard to feel anything at all. I guess this is therapy for me.

So if you get anything out of this, then awesome. I'll still be here, typing away, trying to make sense of this mess called my life.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Clearing the Clutter

So I am growing closer to two men. I have been dating each for a while now. I have also been seeing other guys casually. But something has changed. I am developing feelings for the two men.

So I'm not ready to make a choice about either guy yet, but I feel like I should stop messing around with other guys. This is going to be interesting because I have to change how I interact with people who flirt with me.

I used to just go with it and flirt back. I had been with the PromiseBreaker for so long that I just got out of the loop of flirting. I have to change how I talk to people. I don't mind not having as much sex but I have to make a distinct effort.

Here goes nothing.

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